i thank you god for most this amazing day: for the leaping greenly spirits of trees and a blue true dream o sky; and for everything which is natural which is infinite which is yes.
today it rained, it was blue and gray and dark and light. i thought of what she said, that he chose to die with just me and her in the room and no one else. that it was his decision to have his number one girl holding his hand when he left the world. they had him all their lives, i had him in death. she sees spirituality in me, i shared my depth willingly.
tonight, i am grateful.