she said what if this time around you learned from the past and used it to do what is best for yourself so many years later?
life is new. i am new.
the things you know are often hardest to believe. forgiveness of self.
after ten years you reappeared and without thinking i asked for what i wanted and then i got it. six months later we were married and it started years of tumult i cannot properly describe. yes i loved you stronger than i ever imagined and yes it was part of my evolution, yet at the same time, it led me to lose faith.
the things you never know will tattoo your mind indefinitely.
i am new. i am new. i am new.
i am free.